Which big dicked porn star was heard bawling outside the Castro Theatre after losing for Best Sex Scene? He had bottomed onscreen for the first time and was hoping to win the GAYVN award after getting kudos for his performance from everyone in the industry. He spent the entire weekend drunk.
So when he lost he sounded like someone just died. He threatened to quit the industry which he did after winning for the same category at the Grabbys a few months later. Needless to say he came back to the porn industry and the studio where he bottomed playing a doctor